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dark

by berta

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1.
come to me 03:20
what would it be if i could say what would it mean for me to stay would you come to me would you take my name what would it be to say the words what would it mean if i'm disturbed by a world, unfurled, reversed? she would come to me she would come to me to see if i was hurt if she could make it worse maybe she would what would it be if you could say what would it me for you to stay would you come to me would you say my name what would it be to say the words what would it mean if i'm disturbed by a world, unfurled, reversed? she would come to me she would come to me to see if i was hurt if she could make it worse maybe she could do i lay in wait? do i lay the bait? will she come to me?
2.
better days 02:48
i was thinking about when i grew up and everything didn't used to suck but it was the worst thing that'd happened to me and i couldn't wait to grow up of all the things i've given away i was i never gave up now it seems better days will never come i was thinking about woods i never walk anymore i wanted the feel of some street on my feet i wanted anything i'd never known before and i couldn't wait to be free of all the things i've given away i wish i never gave up now it seems better days will never come of all the things i've seen and done i wish hell on no one but since we're here to be clear i wish some people would step down a rung of all the things i've given away i wish i never gave up now it seems better days will never come now it seems those better days will never come oh i wish, i wish i never gave up
3.
ghost 02:52
you made it there made it no where you were never there but somewhere yeah, somewhere you are here you are here at the right time in the shadows of gloom you are here you fought hard you fought well but still, you fell you swug wine, you swung punches you swallowed every pill but still you are here in the roses a crippling blight in your blooms you are here in the darkness a glimmering light in the room
4.
no love 02:12
you impress no one you impress no one with your lying and fear you impress no one you impress no one with your sly evil ears and we are all here to witness your passing to care about your lasting impression on us and you have shown no love you impress no one you impress no one with your sycophant distrust you impress no one you impress no one with your pity and disgust and when they come asking we won't deny we stared at your rotting husk and when they come asking we will reply "let him become dust." we are all here to witness your passing to care about your lasting impression on us and you have found no love
5.
immolate yourself in gasoline show me something you have not seen i am dying, i am dying for you to be my queen i am waiting, i am waiting i can wait for this flaming desire, cast aside you dream, rising higher unbridled banshee scream i am dying, i am dying for you to be my queen i am waiting, i am waiting i can wait for this when you explode i won't know anything at all clear the ash from your eyes and see understand your life with new meaning i am waiting, i am waiting i can wait for this
6.
helena 03:01
on stranded shores maps unread all charts lead to heaven but heaven left instead when she comes with her arms open wide when her smile cannot hide her eyes she will stay with you a while and lie lay and rest gilt the retreat for those who do not battle will not see defeat when she comes with her arms open wide and her smile cannot hide her eyes she will stay with you a while and lie she will stay with you and lie
7.
if it wasn't a tight rope walk it was all sediment and no talk if it wasn't large and tall it was shortcomings and feeling small there was no middle at all i was never big on believing no exit signs are so misleading watching the sun fade to evening i've always liked this moment for leaving there was no middle at all point b becomes point a on the short side of the day when all you do is miss the pointless in between there was no middle at all
8.
in a fair weather town friendship rhymes with lies she was left alone when suspected of no prize when she was found dead they said, "it's no surprise." they'd offered hands of help and then just rolled their eyes said, "if you can't help yourself, then we don't want to try." i believe in you but this i cannot do i'm going through so much more than you in a far away place where i can't see their eyes i still feel my heart drop whenever they smile as from their lips fall condescending advice the only thing i want to do is die i believe in you but this i cannot do i'm going through so much more than you in a fair weather town friendship rhymes with lies epithets and proverbs framed in bows and ties they will support you as long as you're fine "think positive," they say "look on the bright side." i believe in you but this i cannot do i'm going through so much more than you
9.
the village 03:33
in the ashes of the fire the pale moon looks tired there's been a burning down in Lincolnshire and passed closed glass curtains cross town the citizens inquire "who started that fire down in Lincolnshire?" and through pressed lips "oh we knew it would come to this. and how could they be so bold? as if we don't exist" in a town so dark every one carries a spark some days you just get burned they could think of no one to blame cuz on that list was every one's name who started that fire down in Lincolnshire and through pressed lips "oh we knew it would come to this. and how could they be so bold? as if we don't exist" and in the moonlight the fire danced so bright no one came out of the house that night and in the ashes of the fire the pale moon looks tired
10.
no one's comin down in the hole no one's comin food's runnin low war is over war left none no one's comin down in the hole only memories left down in the hole they said we could go back but they lost hope lead us down a false path down to the hole no one's comin down in the hole all that was green and growing turned to dust and blood and all the rivers flowing burned in the winds above the hole no one's comin down in the hole no one's comin for one last soul no one will remember no one will know there was once some one down in the hole

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written, produced, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Ben Gerhards

I want to thank Will Dyar, Steve Collins and Joe Buffaloe whose ears contributed enormously to the making of this album.

I started making this in May 2020. Most of the songs were already written; you may have even heard one or two before. I have not been writing much since Wake; there was very little to throw out of the bits that actually got "finished" since. But there manifested a cohesion among them as they collected. So I endeavored to capture that essence in my limited time and space by following a certain recording/production ethos I thought befitting this album, and berta.
"there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in." L. Cohen

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released December 21, 2020

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berta Santa Fe, New Mexico

just enough knowledge to be dangerous, not enough to have wisdom.

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